Its been awhile since I was last able to have a chance to post. My parents came over to California to see how I was doing, and found out that I was unahappy with how things were going. We talked about the situation and conflicting views between my brother and I on what we both wanted out of this experience...
It seemed my brothers point of view wanted to me to approach things of the fine artist... while my own goals were quite different. To draw better is a life long thing approaching thing such as thick and thin lines... shadow shapes... the body... coloring, and many other components to a good drawing. These are all very good to learn but I think the thing that keeps me from spending night and day on this is trying to accomplish my own selfish goal of a shop. So, I always worked on the projects my brother gave me, but I always had wondered in the back of my mind how I was going to be able to make my shop...
Retail has been something I was interested in from when I first saw shops around my local area... however I knew that something about the every day customers made shops some sort of hang out as well... it wasnt until starbucks came around that it was normal to loiter because of their business strategy... I have had many experiences which told me a great deal about retail and its both good and bad... I have come to learn everything has its own Yin and Yang effect no matter what...
The first time I worked retail at Hilo Hatties it showed me what real retail was with the stock room, registers, and treating customers as herds of cow that we had to get out as soon as possible, but with helping them...
I went into Toys and Joys thinking it was similar, but this was catering to a niche crowd of customers that had similar interests that I had. This gave me a great I opener into seeing how people are very different in their indepthness of their hobbies and how it varies and effects their lives. People who were obsessed with games ended at a path of only gaming, and those who were interested in anime continued to watch the films all the time when they got home without understanding anything of the social drawbacks... this made me feel very uneasy, because unlike my brother I am very social and wish to create a sense of community.
I saw this lacking in multiple areas of my interests and I was thinking that this is probably the key reason these interests are not found out by many people such as Card Games, Video Games, Board Games, Japanese Animation... alot of these communities have labels and names but alot of them get so sucked into the media that they forget whom they are and what the rest of the world is about... they dont even have much in depth things to show that they socially belong to their hobbies they are so loyal too. From a design standpoint that means the products that are made are only to continues the fad or local top ranking show or game.... I dont really see any types of hair styles, clothes, or accesseries which help any of the subculture like other subcultures do... I think this is the main reason Otaku and Board Game Geeks are not taken seriously even if they kind of have a subculture... if you can even call it that without the products to support it...
An example would be to Face Emo culture which is fairly new and Otaku culture which is old...
The emo culture has many accessories and clothes and bags that are from the Gothic culture which has alot of products to show they are into, yet if you ever were to see an Otaku you would only expect to see someone with no fashion sense and have nothing but a portable game system and no other real identifiers... in japan the main identifier would be the ring tones on the system or you would need to see an Otakus bedroom to really know they are what they say...
I always wanted to help my community in the Anime/Manga community as well as the Board Game Community... however I am noticing that there are parts that bond well and parts that dont bond well when trying to help two communities at the same time... the anime community only takes from the Board and Card Game communities titles such as Magic The Gathering, Warmachine, and maybe a stretch id say Warhammer 40k.
I have begun trying to see the patterns of both types of shops which specirfically cater to these two communities. The Anime Manga community seems to have so many titles that alot of crap is what stays around... and there isnt really a place to sociallize about the anime... let alone figure out other things outside of anime. What im trying to get at is that the downfall happens to be that all the media is on a TV and thats the same problem as only being a fan of a TV show... somehow there has to be products and stores which make fans of anime go and do other things but have products that still remind them of the shows they use for escapism that they so love.
The board game community has alot of smart people but thats the problem is the games are designed for smart people. Smart maybe the wrong thing to use... maybe people how enjoy thinking alot with certain activities and board games can get as complex or simple as anyone might wish it to be... i also noticed that these games are mostly used as advertising tools for a prexisting franchise to just make it more scene and interactive... and when the fad dies it dies. The only ones that stick around are the social games from hundreds of years ago or original card games which the card game it self is the franchise.... The summarrized version would be its the flaw in the design of the product which leads this hobby to have a dead end with sociallizing because very few people like to play things for the sake of only over thinking a scenario...
I am talking with m y brother to see if he can take me to Anime and Hobby stores around California so I can see how they work and I hope we can talk together about this because when I chat about the topic it seems the longer we think about it together it gets easier to invision all the good and bad and make up some suggestions to fix some of these problems... maybe when I finally am able to understand how these sub cultures and communities function... I will feel more comfortable with spending alot of my lifes cash which I saved on my anime/hobby shop.