3 weeks

its been awhile here at camp snake bite... i learned that things get lonely here because theres no one to hang out with except Brian, and since Brian likes to do nothing unless its his way, just as my brother... both of them my bro and brian are pretty boring...

Meeting some of the people at the party was okay, but the next day its back to the computer and everyone elses lives move on with little to no communication. Couples in and out make it had to talk to the guys and well, anyone else around the house too.

My brother has been angry today cause he wanted pictures done, but i was taking out the garbage washing dishes, doing as he said at the time to watch a movie, or feed myself, or what other tasks he may have me doing. I wanna tell him fuck no, ill get it done when i get it the fuck done. I have been practicing drawing objects around the house, but since he says its crap, it doesnt matter. Personally i feel im not getting much better because im trying to learn how to survive alone, but at the same time i think that is much more important then drawing. Sure, drawing might be one way to make cash, but i dont see much of a future about learning this particular skill.

I am still trying my hardest to grow up faster, get a girlfriend, and learn how to draw better, but it just seems that its not working no matter how hard i try. I am trying to figure out how alot of basic things work out, and even if my bro doesnt like it, i cant help it that i dont know. He can go fuck himself if he wants me to do it any faster, because like it or not im only going to draw him one picture. Since i am still trying to learn better techniques to draw which he is not telling me.